Of finding balance in the midst of devastation and elation.
To describe visiting my "maybe baby" three times a week, then getting in the car and leaving him with his foster family.
Of watching him grow and wondering how long I would get to be a part of his life.
How we grew closer together and felt God come closer than ever.
But for now, we rejoice. He has a name, our name that we chose for him.
We get to drive to the foster family a couple
and leave a family of three.
"I asked the Lord to give me this boy, and he has granted my request."
-I Samuel 1:27